welcome.

HI and welcome to a world of truths, horror, & laughter.
Sometimes sprinkled with some fiction.
But mainly fragments of my life put to words.
Freedom of speach is the princaple.
Please feel free to leave comments,good or bad.
As i wont be affended.
I truely hope you enjoy my poetry and hope alot of people can relate to what i am writing.
So happy reading
Much love to you all
Kind regards
Kenny xxx

Sunday 4 December 2011

The mother of all mothers & fathers

I would like to share what a wonderful women my mother is.
Most mothers off on there toes.
But mine stuck
with me through thick & thin.

The sins.
Of a child born by satan himself.

Mum please dont open the door .
The police are there.

waitng in anticipation.
To arrest me.

You hold your patience police man.

as you have to get past my mum first..

most of the time it never happend.
as my mum thought i cant let them take my boy away.

Fuck me it would break her heart, of which is hard to break.

THE life my mum has had to live is enough to make a so called hardend man weep.

I will be honest my child was taken from me because of my behaviour.
WHO comes to my rescue MUM..

Xmas 2009 lois my daughter is living with my mum,
An argument starts, i here from the living room .
mum crying.
i walk down the hall to mums bedroom.
tap the door.
"MUM ARE YOU OK".
Kenny i have something to tell you, but please dont go off the rails.
Mum was thinking i would go do something stupid.
which crossed my mind.
I will use this as an excuse to go get smashed.

Then my mum still sobbing.
LETS ME KNOW SHE HAS ?.

I imediatly think of when my mum gave everything up as i was wanted in the uk.
gave her house,evreything up and moved to ireland,
ime only in the country 3 months before being remanded for armed robbery.

Mum says "kenny please go back to england, what with your english accent you will be killed in there, THE JOY(MOUNT JOY PRISON)
I have a huge irish family.
NO worries getting bail out money together, so i fuck off back to england
get arrested in wales, taken to chatham in kent and remanded to elmley prison.

Mums straight over back to england to visit me make sure her boy is ok.

 I COP, 17 MONTHS FOR TWO SHOP BURGLERYS.

In the mean time mum is moving back to england.
To be with her precious son.

Mum comes back to nothing.
Just a pile of shite left all round ireland, plus england.
MOTHER IS staying with a friend .

Shortly mum gets rehoused.
TIME CAPSULE BACK TOO 2009 xmas, kenny i have BREAST CANCER,
I go numb and dumbfounded cant think of what to say to comfert her.
Mums bringing lois up with cancer.
All mums hair falls out,nailes and all, vomiting,
She wears a bandana to cover the baldness.

And whilst out ,trips and shatters her arm.
I visit mother in hospital, she has scaffolding around and holding her arm together.
Not one murma not one moan.

For my mother is a soldier.

Fuck she is so strong.
And i have no doughts to where i get my strength from .

MY MOTHER ANNE MOORE.

TO BE CONTINUED.

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