Why so lonely.
So isolated.
Alone.
far to long now.
Shall i look beyond these four walls.
And seek the love.
I so so need.
I often catch the eye of .
beauty.
Is she looking toward me in disgust.
Or also in need of the love why all try and catch.
Why when i see such beauty.
Do i let it slip through my hands.
Full of anxiety.?
Or maybe excitement.
I look away.
Walk away .
Beating myself up.
"you idiot why did you not assert yourself and make conversation. with such beauty."
Time after time i do it.
As she walks away.
I glare.
Look away.
Glare.
Walk away.
Why did i not. speak with such beauty.
So in need to be loved.
I picture.
Myself and a beautiful lady.
Free .
On a sun down beach.
laying.
cuddling.
hand in hand.
making love.
hearing her gentle voice.
Saying its alright.
.
I'm anxious.
She feels my nerves.
But its all ok.
we become one.
And nothing can get in our way.
together we are 12 foot tall.
romance.
Places.
We share together.
I look at her.
And feel like I've never felt before.
BUT now I'm on my own.
and cant find the love.
I so so need.
maybe.
its not meant to be.
Its not my time.
As time slips away.
I pray.
not to be alone much longer.
41 and .
AND.
So so lonely.
So isolated.
Alone.
far to long now.
Shall i look beyond these four walls.
And seek the love.
I so so need.
I often catch the eye of .
beauty.
Is she looking toward me in disgust.
Or also in need of the love why all try and catch.
Why when i see such beauty.
Do i let it slip through my hands.
Full of anxiety.?
Or maybe excitement.
I look away.
Walk away .
Beating myself up.
"you idiot why did you not assert yourself and make conversation. with such beauty."
Time after time i do it.
As she walks away.
I glare.
Look away.
Glare.
Walk away.
Why did i not. speak with such beauty.
So in need to be loved.
I picture.
Myself and a beautiful lady.
Free .
On a sun down beach.
laying.
cuddling.
hand in hand.
making love.
hearing her gentle voice.
Saying its alright.
.
I'm anxious.
She feels my nerves.
But its all ok.
we become one.
And nothing can get in our way.
together we are 12 foot tall.
romance.
Places.
We share together.
I look at her.
And feel like I've never felt before.
BUT now I'm on my own.
and cant find the love.
I so so need.
maybe.
its not meant to be.
Its not my time.
As time slips away.
I pray.
not to be alone much longer.
41 and .
AND.
So so lonely.
