A Song 4 Medway

All along the medway
As poetry says.

All kinds of things good and evil dwell alongside the medway.

Not too much to be seen of the good
But from my knowledge most evil.

I walk from one end of the med to the other

Only to discover
the evil

Playing at its best.
so many friends

have been
and gone
to my despair

and all along the med in the old days they called it

desperadoe.

The medway caught me when i was
weak and people
of the med

offerd me weed and a quick fix
ime feeling fine
but then the medway introduced me to the fine art of poppy seed waste a bitter
but beautiful taste

which made a waste
of everything beautiful in my life

what a strife
As everything by the med was cute,

We was in our glory only to end up gory.

glory gory medway.

or was it medway or the loonatics it accomodates,
boasting,
fighting
frightend soul
but we still went on and
fought & fought

and shit on each other,
lied cheated,
stole, stole
and snatched
the soul of a person
if
off gaurd,

Beauty can bring the man out of the Child...

It was ten to three
on the 07/6/04,

i hear from a hospital ward a baby crying
of which brings tears to my eyes

we already have something in common a bond
A bond that i have to
stand,
cherish
nurture.

Before my special little girl
was born i was what you would call

A TEARAWAY.I THOUGHT I KNEW BEST.

Was untouchable sometimes i thought i was invisible & didn't give a flying fuck
 fuck you,  fuck the world
fucked myself,

the plates the screws more broken bones than a 7 stone body  being tossed, flung about.

The car.

Which is now spinning on its roof top.

Just as the few ton jugganort.

Collides.

Hitting the car straight into the dashboard.

The arctic seemed to go through the car .

As does a hot knife through butter.

i so so wanted negative energy wrapped around me

The prisons,
hospitals,
violence,
basically insanity near on its worst,
but that wasnt enough i wanted more,
prison lock me up for good was my attitude
fuck the law

who are they
PUBLIC SERVENTS fuck em

I had no rock bottom as some would call it,
ROCK BOTTOM,

well let me tell you my friend
there was no bottom i just kept falling over & over again
,i will let you my friend who ever you are
,little by little
know the secrets
that have haunted
me for more than 25 years,

IT WAS MY SPECIAL LITTLE GIRL

LOIS

THAT MADE ME SEE THE BEAUTY

THAT LIFE HAS TO OFFER