The beautiful lady.
I spot.
But not in return.
I have no confidence to assert myself,
And walk over to make conversation.
Instead i walk home..
The loneliest place in town.
To do the same old.
Sweep & mop and clean.
Sit watching tv.
But not acknowledging whats on the tele.
In a dase.
Heart is ablaze.
Plus hungry for the love we so, so need.
After a while the depression kicks in.
And every thing i love to do ,.
Flys out the window.
Sit there thoughts running wild.
Feeling drained and angry.
Blaming the remote control, that i dropped on the floor,
F-----g thing.
To the shop buy some alcohol.
Like paying a prostitute for sex (never done that).
The alcohol takes the worries & the pain away . (for a while).
And becomes my relationship.
What have i come to.
When the only relationship i have .
is with the silent killer.
Alcohol .
To be continued xx
I spot.
But not in return.
I have no confidence to assert myself,
And walk over to make conversation.
Instead i walk home..
The loneliest place in town.
To do the same old.
Sweep & mop and clean.
Sit watching tv.
But not acknowledging whats on the tele.
In a dase.
Heart is ablaze.
Plus hungry for the love we so, so need.
After a while the depression kicks in.
And every thing i love to do ,.
Flys out the window.
Sit there thoughts running wild.
Feeling drained and angry.
Blaming the remote control, that i dropped on the floor,
F-----g thing.
To the shop buy some alcohol.
Like paying a prostitute for sex (never done that).
The alcohol takes the worries & the pain away . (for a while).
And becomes my relationship.
What have i come to.
When the only relationship i have .
is with the silent killer.
Alcohol .
To be continued xx
